My bestie just messaged myself and others that she wants to have a final talk for closure however I entirely don’t want to open the dialogue again with her, it’s over. So why do you guess she wants to talk again if all of us broke up already? Does she want to try to repair things & start again? I hope not because that is not what I want. We had way too several problems when all of us were living together & I don’t want to go back to that life again. I wonder if she is feeling lonely or if she wants to yell at me? My portable space heating system is yelling at myself and others now to turn it on because it is chilly in this room. I’m not sure of the outside temperature however I guess it is near chilly out there too. I have a up-to-date heating component for my whole house however I don’t like to use it unless there are guests coming over because it is just a waste of power heating up the whole arena when it’s only myself and others & my cat. I never see this dog that I got more than two weeks ago because it has been hiding under the sofa in a self imposed confinement because it is so afraid. But afraid of what, my loud central heating unit? We make our own prisons with our own fears, so don’t let the fears confine you or you could be missing out on some fantastic things that life has to offer. I guess I’ll go clean my HEPA filter since I’m starting to sneeze again.