My lady just messaged me that she wants to have a final talk for closure despite the fact that I easily don’t want to open the dialogue again with her, it’s over.
So why do you think she wants to talk again if the people I was with and I broke up already? Does she want to try to maintenance things plus start again? I hope not because that is not what I want.
The people I was with and I had way too many troubles when the people I was with and I were living together plus I do not want to go back to that life again. I wonder if she is feeling lonely or if she wants to yell at me? My portable space heating system is yelling at me now to turn it on because it is freezing in this room. I’m not sure of the outside temperature despite the fact that I think it is near freezing out there too. I have a current heating unit for my whole lake house despite the fact that I don’t like to use it unless there are guests coming over because it is just a waste of power heating up the whole location when it’s only me plus my cat. I never see this dog that I got several weeks ago because it has been hiding under the sofa in a self imposed confinement because it is so afraid. But afraid of what, my loud central heating unit? The people I was with and I make our own prisons with our own fears, so don’t let the fears confine you or you could be missing out on some fantastic things that life has to offer. I think I’ll go scrub my HEPA filter since I’m starting to sneeze again.