I would rather sit here in front of the air conditioner, playing video games and watching TV
I’m not feeling particularly happy and joyous right now, but everyone wants to call me to talk. I don’t feel like being kepper and I don’t want to look at the bright side or stay positive. The fact is that I’m angry, aggravated, and absolutely annoyed. I was supposed to play in the minor leagues next spring and now I will probably never get the chance. I had a giant fly ball to the left side of the wall. It looks like it was going to be fair and then it looks like it might be a foul. The ball got a gust of wind at the last moment and landed just inside of the fairline. I was on second base when one of my teammates hit a line drive. I started running and one of the players threw the ball and it hit me in the side of the arm. I felt the ball hit my arm and it felt like a sledgehammer. The ball must have been going 80 miles an hour. It broke several bones in my arm. The team doctor immediately removed me from the game, because I could not move my arm at all. I have to attend rehab sessions once each week with a guy from the city. I don’t prefer the guy and the rehab is stupid in my opinion. I know my career is over. I would rather sit here in front of the air conditioner, playing video games and watching TV. I can barely get out of the chair. I’m thankful that my sister bought me a smart thermostat for Christmas, because I don’t have to leave the chair at all to change the temperature and the pain pills make me very hot. I find myself constantly adjusting the indoor temperature.